"The disease of self runs through my blood
Its a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control."
- Charlie Peacock's (and DC Talk) In The Light
This early October Saturday was emotionally conflicting for me. This morning Ryan and I left pretty early to meet some guys at our church, and then we all drove to a small village about 30 minutes north for a landscaping and cleaning project at Rob and Melanie's home. Rob and Melanie and their little girls are moving from